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today.

Thu Jun 11, 2009, 12:39 PM
i graduate today, holyfuckingshit.

haven't been on here in eons,
i've been so busy.

but i am so effing excited because i will finally be F R E E.

& this summer calls for plenty of adventures and
more self-discovery, new friendships and tons of spontaneity.

lovelovelove.


my grad write up:

"Be honest. We all have our dreams and our fears and our questions. The tendency is to keep these things quiet because we don't know what to do with them, or because we're worried that other people will call us crazy. I say it matters. I say you might just find your greatest gifts in those scary places. I say it's worth wrestling with because the world needs more people who have something to say, people who are interested in fixing things, people who are willing to dream... So be honest. It's scary, but it's good."


- Jamie Tworkowski.


  • Mood: Eager
  • Listening to: We All Roll Along - The Maine

i could explode happiness, i swear.

Fri Mar 20, 2009, 5:14 AM
  • Mood: Euphoric
  • Listening to: Shell Shock - Yeah Yeah Yeahs
  • Reading: Burned - Ellen Hopkins
6,000 views. THANKS LOVELIES. FREALZ. =D


Things to look forward to:

- All Time Low Aprill 11th w/ Hey Monday, Cobra, Metro & FOB.

- The JONAI June 30th

- graduating in 2.5 months!

- summersummersummer; kenya. paris. indonesia. holyshit.

life is epic, basically.


p.s HAI LURKERS: [link]

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Oh, these are what concerts do to me.

Sun Feb 15, 2009, 11:37 PM
  • Mood: Irritated
  • Listening to: The Way She Feels (Acoustic) - Between The Trees
  • Reading: In The Realm of Hungry Ghosts - Dr. Gabor Mate
I am so chapped right now.

I just spent the last 30 mins actually WRITING a journal entry
and then I accidentally closed my window. Kendahl is an idiot.


Anyways summarize Between The Trees/Anberlin gig:

- Nat and I being the only ones knowing who BTT were/singing the lyrics to all their songs
- Ryan Kirkland staring at us throughout the entire set
- Seeing BTT after their performance/me freaking out taking 15 mins to go over and talk to them
- Meeting Ryan Kirkland & telling him that Between The Trees were the reason I found out about TWLOHA,
him awing & gave me a hug =D
- Talking to Ryan Kirkland about TWLOHA, Renee & their music
- Anberlin playing a fantastic gig but wasn't thoroughly impressed with them as much as BTT (mainly because
I think something was wrong with their mic so you couldn't hear Stephen Christian that clearly)
- Moshpit
- hearing "The Unwinding Cable Car" live, freaking brilliant

Pic: [link]

I will probably re-write this in greater detail but I am too miffed at myself to begin. rawr.

Anyways, it's been 3 weeks since the gig and I still can't stop listening to BTT and I am still in awe/reminiscing. Seriously, meeting Ryan Kirkland is like someone meeting Brad Pitt. Yeah, I know I'm a tad insane.

p.s if you haven't heard of Between The Trees I suggest you check them out & if they ever come to your city,
SEE THEM LIVE, THEY WILL NOT FAIL TO AMAZE. TRUST ME.

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!!!

Sun Jan 18, 2009, 2:57 PM
  • Mood: Excited
  • Listening to: Don't Trust Me - 3OH!3
  • Reading: 1984 - George Orwell
BETWEEN THE FREAKING TREES JANUARY 28th WITH ANBERLIN & MADINA LAKE. HOLYHELL.

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ALL TIME FUCKING LOW APRIL 11th WITH HEY MONDAY, COBRA STARSHIP, METRO STATION & FALL OUT BOY. HEART ATTACK.


MAJOR DANCE FEST/MOSH FEST. YEYEAHHHH.


It is so hard to contain myself right now. I can't breathe.

200 - Stolen.

Thu Jan 8, 2009, 10:06 PM
  • Mood: Dazed
  • Listening to: DLZ - TV On The Radio
  • Reading: Blue Like Jazz - Donald Miller
Ripped right from the 200 questions thing on Survey-Machine. Slapped here to annoy you.
1. Have you ever danced in public? Hell yeh.
2. What is your favorite sport? None.
3. What's the best concert you've seen? That's hard, either Thrice, We The Kings/The Academy Is..., Switchfoot, All Time Low, Chiodos/Fall Of Troy or Stars.
4. Do you get along with your parents? The majority of the time yeah.
5. Do you like working with people? Yes and no.
6. What is something you know that most people don't? It's okay to have to have scars, to be broken.
7. Have you ever gone skinny dipping? Hah yeah.
8. Have you ever fallen in love with a neighbor? Nope.
9. Hamburgers or cheeseburgers? None.
10. Who is the quietest person you know? Hmmm...a couple people. Alice? Meghan?
11. Do you hate someone? Honestly, I don't necessarily hate anyone I just kind of dislike them?
12. Do you have any pets? A dog.
13. What is/was your favorite subject in school? Art Careers because Mrs. Smith is the epicest teacher and that class always makes me inspired. Also, creative writing because my class is so freaking weird and we all have inside jokes with Mrs. Kuk. haha.
14. Mom or Dad? Both.
15. Meat or veggies? Veggies, please.
16. 'Digged' or 'dug'? Your face.
17. Rock or rap? Pop punk.
18. Favorite age you have been so far? Honestly right now. 17.
19. Have you ever been in love? Unfortunately, no.
20. Have you ever been homeless? No, sir.
21. Are you a vegetarian? Yes, sir. Have been for a year and a couple month.s =)
22. Do you believe the Bible? Not really.
23. How many ex boyfriends/girlfriends do you have? None really.
24. Who is your favorite celebrity? Audrey Kitching, Jac Vanek, Natalie Portman, Mary-Kate Olsen.
25. Have you ever been arrested? No.
26. Who have you met online? One person and I intend on meeting a couple others. haha.
27. Do you find dead people interesting? Sure.
28. Last time you saw your mom? Yesterday.
29. What would you change about the past? Certain things, how I wished I took certain opportunities and things I regret.
30. Do you have any tattoos? GETTING ONE SOON BB!
31. For a guy: short or long hair? Depends but I'm more of a long hair person but not TOO long.
32. Status quo or radical change? Change, I suppose.
33. Would you pretend to be someone's bf/gf? If they asked me to then sure. lawlz.
34. Abercrombie or Hollister? None, thanks.
35. What is the perfect day for you? Days out with friends or when I get inspired and do something productive...pretty much almost any day is a perfect day.
36. Would you have plastic surgery? No, thanks.
37. Have you ever licked a battery? (and if you haven't WHY NOT, it's fun!) Um, no.
38. Have you ever been on TV? No.
39. Would you cry if MySpace stopped working? No.
40. Snakes or rabbits? Rabbits.
41. Do you get motion sickness? Nope.
42. Cell phone, land line, or talking with a mic on the computer? Mobile.
43. Do you believe in magic? Sure why not. Fuck, I wish I could be a wizard. GO TO HOGWARTS! haha.
44. Do you believe that animals have souls? Yes.
45. Hot or cold? Hot.
46. Have you ever made out with just a friend? Apparently.
47. Yoga or pilates? Yoga.
48. Grandma or grandpa? Both.
49. Do you want to talk to anyone right now? Yes.
50. Are you ghetto? OH YEHHHHHH. Only with Nat. ha.
51. Do you like your neighbors? Yeah.
52. What is one bet you've won? See how much I could read of Twilight. lmao.
53. Have you ever been to a different country? Yes, sir.
54. When you wake up, what is the first thing you think? I want more sleep.
55. Favorite type of sock? Toe socks!
56. What is the longest you have gone without sleeping? A week or more.
57. Do you believe in yourself? Nowadays I am starting to believe more but I still have my doubts.
58. Favorite month? July-September.
59. What if you had three wishes - what would you wish for? 1) Meet Jamie Tworkowski and Renee Yohe 2) Go back to India 3) This is cliche as hell but it'd be nice to "fall in love."
60. Have you ever tried to bite a dentist? LMFAO NO.
61. Would you die for the one you loved? Yes.
62. Favorite year so far? 2008, seriously.
63. Do you personally know any bums? Not really.
64. Do you wear makeup? Yes.
65. Have you ever fallen in love with a best friend? Nope.
66. Favorite food? yam fries.
67. Chocolate or vanilla? Chocolate.
68. Are your parents still together? Yes.
69. Would you be president if you could? Sure why not?
70. What's your favorite car? Mini coopers.
71. Do you get annoyed easily? No.
72. Have you ever had a crush on the same sex? Kind of.
73. Last time you spent $100, and what for? I can't remember.
74. What is your biggest fear? Forever being enslaved to [this.]
75. Do you get along with other people's parents? Surprisingly enough I do.
76. Have you ever sworn? Obvs.
77. Favorite day of the week? Friday.
78. Have you ever eaten sushi? Yup.
79. Flip-flops or slippers? Dr. Martins.
80. Do you like cows? Sure.
81. Do you believe in Heaven? Kind of.
82. What size shoe do you wear? 5-6. shutup.
83. Kleenex or Puffs? Kleenex.
84. Have you ever cried in public? Unfortunately.
85. Have you gone on a date? No.
86. Do you study the Bible? No.
87. Do you have any piercings? Yes, ears x 2 & monroe.
88. Do you drink soda? Yes.
89. Who do you have a crush on now? A certain someone, well kind of. Johnohhh O'Callaghan & Mitchell Davis. haha.
90. What is your favorite female name? Shae.
91. Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea? Nestea.
92. Would you give me $5? No.
93. Shower or bath? Both.
94. Have you ever been high? Yes.
95. French or Italian? Frechies all the way.
96. What's the most common name you know? Sarah.
97. Can you write with both hands? No, I wish.
98. Abortion or adoption? Depends.
99. Are all the pigs lined up? for me to shoot? No.
100. What are you listening to right now? Dynamite - Cash Cash
101. What is your favorite type of ice cream? Cookie Dough.
102. Do you want to have kids? Eventually.
103. Do you like tongue twisters? No.
104. What were you doing at midnight last night? Having a really profound conversation with Nichola.
105. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought? FUCK MY FRINGE.
106. Do you consider yourself religious? No.
107. How much cash do you have right now? $150.
108. Croutons or bacon bits? Croutons.
109. What do you think about homosexual marriage? For it.
110. Planes or boats? Paper planes. ha.
111. Why do you like the music you do? Because it's either catchy, dancy, moshyful, has heart, inspiring etc.
112. Do you shower daily? Try to.
113. Have you ever been in a movie? No.
114. Worst April Fool's joke ever? No idea.
115. Do you have a girlfriend? Nope.
116. Have you ever tackled someone? Hah yes.
117. Do you know any foreign languages? Yes, Hindi!
118. Say something annoying. YOUR MOM.
119. Do you like to learn? Yes.
120. Where did you go to school? Went to a french elementary school, now in highschool?
121. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep? Yes.
122. What's the sickest you've ever been? That October.
123. Boxers or briefs? Boxers.
124. What is your favorite sport to watch? None.
125. Would you date someone older than you? Indeed.
126. Soup or salad? Soup.
127. Have you ever been on a roller coaster? Hell yeh.
128. What's the longest car ride/road trip you've been on? 17 hours, that's right bitches.
129. Are you good at impersonations? Haha, no.
130. Coke or Pepsi? Coke.
131. Do you know how to drive a car? No...I really should start learning.
132. What's your phone ringtone? Don't Trust Me - 3OH!3
133. Who is the fattest person you know? That's not very nice.
134. Your best friend: Is fucking extraordinary.
135. Do you have a job? Need to get one.
136. Have you ever gone to a public school? In one.
137. What was the last insult you received? "Are you an idiot?!"
138. Do you get enough exercise? Ha, no.
139. Mints or chewing gum? Gum.
140. Burial or cremation? Cremation.
141. What is your favorite number? 27.
142. Have you ever prank called someone? Yes.
143. Explain what you think about dating. I think it's alright, I mean it gives you a chance to meet/get to know different people?
144. Have you ever been to a beach? Yeah.
145. Favorite country? ENGLAND.
146. What is your best physical feature? My eyes and high cheekbones.
147. Do you believe in life after love? Yes?
148. Do you feel sad often? Unfortunately but I'm better these days.
149. Would you flip off the pope? Idk. Maybe.
150. Family or friends? Both.
151. What's your favorite animal? Giraffes. Platypuses. Lions.
152. Is it Pet's Mart or Pet Smart? Pet Smart.
153. Last time you cried? Yesterday.
154. What is your least favorite emoticon? None.
155. Good or evil? Dark & twisty. hahahahaha.
156. What is your favorite type of music? Ah shiet. I really don't know. I think indie or pop-punk or alternative. crap. screamo. damn. I fancy too many!
157. Explain what you think about abortion. I don't think it's wrong as long as people don't use it like birth control. Y'know? I mean it's a pretty iffy issue but it all depends on the person's situation.
158. Would you do drugs? Depends.
159. Who do you talk to most on IM? Nat, Alex, 'Manda.
160. When do you go to bed? these days 3 am.
161. Would you live in a different country? Yes.
162. Do you still use film for cameras? Hell yeah.
163. Have you ever been late to work because of myspace? No wtf.
164. Name 4 things you always have with you: iPod, mobile, tylenol, gum.
165. Have you ever prayed to Bhudda? No.
166. Do you like sports? No.
167. Happy or depressing music? Dancy.
168. Do you send chain letters very often? No.
169. Have you ever asked someone out? No.
170. Do you believe in miracles? Sure.
171. Do you like having your picture taken? Haha...yes.
172. Would you give money to a hobo? Yes.
173. Have you ever failed a grade? No.
174. Weekdays or weekends? Weekends.
175. Do you like the band Nine Inch Nails? Not really.
176. Hot or beautiful? Beautiful.
177. Have you ever gone to a private school? No.
178. Do you like yourself? Yes.
179. Have you ever failed drivers' ed? No.
180. Where is your favorite place to go on vacation? England or Bora Bora.
181. What do you wear to bed? Long Johns or leggings with a shirt.
182. Have you ever been on a boat? Yes.
183. What is your favorite word? OMJ. Lawlz. No. Bollocks. Freaking a. Epic. Dandy. Bloody Hell.
184. Do you like dancing? Hell yehhhh.
185. Have you ever been expelled from school? No, sir.
186. Last time you saw your dad? Today.
187. Would you date someone you met online? Sure.
188. Drums or guitar? Guitar.
189. Do you drink enough water? Sure.
190. Do you like depressing music? Yes.
191. Favorite comic strip? Archie comics.
192. Have you ever pulled an all-nighter? Yes, sir.
193. Are you good at dancing? I suppose.
194. Is there happiness in slavery? No.
195. Long or short hair? Both.
196. Do you observe Easter? No?
197. Who DID let the dogs out? Haha. Baha Men. ;)
198. Abercrombie or Urban Outfitters? UO fo sho.
199. Have you ever been asked out? Yes.
200. Do you sing? Yes.


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